Monday

exes

Recently
Jon
and I unexpectedly ran into his ex-wife at an event downtown. I assumed I might meet her one of these days, but also thought it was possible that I might not ever meet her.

After all, they were only married less than two years and have no children. They haven't retained any sort of connection or friendship, so I just figured it was as likely as not that I might never meet her.

But I did.

I had seen a few photos of his ex but was surprised when I met her to learn that she is quite tall. I am very short. She has long, curly hair. I have straight, short hair. In other words, we are exact opposites of one another, physically.

All marital breakups are sad, and one that comes less than 24 months after two people stand before God and family to declare a lifelong commitment to each other is a special kind of sad. I know Jon wishes very, very much that his marriage had made it.

But as I met his ex-wife, all I could think about was how their break-up is my good luck, since there are few men around as good and fine - in every sense of the word - as J.H. I cannot imagine someone not feeling extraordinarily lucky to be in a relationship with someone as kind, funny, FUN and clever as he is. He's a keeper.

:-)

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Perhaps one day she will look back and realize she should have kept him, because I agree he seems to be a keeper.

Anonymous said...

I don't know you and I don't know Jon, but I do read your blog and I often worry about Jon's feelings when you post about wishing your marriage had worked out. He just seems so nice. I am glad to read he feels the same way . And that while you were both disappointed, you are able (and willing for that matter) to say "While I wish things had turned out differently, I am lucky they turned out THIS way." Congrats to you and love. It truly is grand.

Julie said...

There is no way you can have three children with someone, as I did, and not wish your marriage had worked out. I will never try to argue that it's better for my kids that their parents are divorced. It would have been better if we had managed to stay married.

So when I blog about my sadness about my marriage ending, it's mostly about my children and the dream I had to raise them together, with their father, under the same roof.

Also, while I've certainly moved on, it would be a lie for me to say that I do not still feel sadness about losing a relationship that was paramount to me for 14 years. I didn't want a divorce and will always grieve what might have been. But that doesn't mean I don't accept how things are.

But my divorce was and is a terrible loss to me.

The Wonderful Wonderful World Of Us! said...

I agree with anonymous #2 I think its neat that y'all both can be open and honest! That is the best! Best wishes for a lifetime together of happiness and love!
You both look happy in the pics you post!

Anonymous said...

He's younger than you, isn't he? How's that?

Julie said...

Yep. He is 12 years younger.

Increasingly, it's just a nonissue. I like him :-)

Anonymous said...

I know just what you mean!
I met Randall's ex-ladyfriend (they were together 5 years.)
I think she is quite nice. She is a lovely women of Italian lineage with a boatload more sophistication than I could ever muster! Then again, she's 10 years older than I... Though it was painful to both of them at the time (7 years have elapsed since their break-up)I am so glad that their relationship bit the dust!
Becky

Katharine O'Moore-Klopf said...

Oh, I don't know about mourning the loss of my child's father forever. My daughter's father and I were married for 8 years. I was then single for 5 years, and now, I've been married for 13 years to the wonderful man I should have married the first time, and we have two sons together. It's been eons now since I was sad over my divorce.

Anonymous said...

Why divorced after less than 2 yrs? It seems like they hardly had given themselves the chance to figure out what being married is like.

Anonymous said...

My parents were married for almost 30 years. Somewhere along the line, they fell out of love, but they stayed together 'for the kids'. There were few real arguments between them, but there was also very little affection between them. Most days, you could cut the tension and resentment with a knife. I think their 3 children deserved better than that. I think that we would have been better off with parents who were divorced, but in healthy relationships with other people. Not to mention the guilt that we felt because we knew neither of them were happy, and the only reason they remained together was for us. I'm sure that your marriage had not degenerated to that point when you and your exe split, but who's to say that it wouldn't have slowly moved in that direction. Now your kids have the opportunity to see you in a truly loving, giving relationship. It's a much better role model for them than a one sided marriage. I hope you'll quit grieving for 'what could have been', because 'what could have been' might have been Hell. Embrace what you have today!